i'm back.

I swear out of all the relationships I've ever had, the worst break up had to be with my  best friend Alex. I can't go back now though. Everything's changing, and nothing ever feels the same. My heart is not in the places it should be, so I'm leaving. I know summer's around the corner, but right now my hearts across the country.

I know I should stay here
& Face the problems that lie ahead,
But running is so tempting,
Putting on my black hoodie,
For a sneak-out through the back door,
Leaving you and all that ever made me smile
In your rightful place.



I know I should stay here
& Face the problems that lie ahead,
But running is so tempting,
To catch the bus,
To who knows where,
& Drink 'till your face is a blur within the crowd,
To leave you in my distant memories file cabinet.
In your rightful place.



But I know I should stay here
& Face the problems that lie ahead,
But dieing is so tempting,
Hiding is so tempting,
Forgetting is so tempting,
Forgetting is so tempting,
Forgetting is so tempting,
Forgetting is so tempting,

Forgotten.